End of Summer Update

Well, my summer semester is winding down here quickly. Two days this coming week & then I'm done for about a week and then back to the grind for the fall semester. It feels amazing to be doing so much better. I love learning and don't mind what I'm learning so far. It has sucked a little bit, but I can't wait for fall. I will have my girls back rooming with me. (Yay!!!!!) Things are still a little crazy about that guy I've liked for so long. I don't know what to do sometimes.....*sighs* Ah well. I came on for a reason and now, I'm not quite sure what to say. I still miss reading and writing, but both of them are going to have to wait. Well, I should get going. Have lots to study yet. Will try to write soon!

A Quick Update

Well, it's been awhile again. College is really busy for me. I love my friends and learning, just hate being so far away from home. It gets easier as the years pass by. Anyway, I have been writing. In fact, I started writing a poem today. My feelings have been getting in the way of me studying and so I had to write them down. The poem isn't done but I have ideas and it's not too hard to get more. Things have been rough this last week with a break-up and another guy that I have liked for so long talking to me. Old feelings die hard and I thought I got over him completely, but apparently not entirely. It stings a little bit, but I'm trying very hard to get immersed in my studies. I can't wait til mid-July when things start to calm down. I just miss reading and writing. I can't escape from reality. I probably should go. I feel like I'm ranting, so excuse me for this. I just wanted to post an update. I will post the new poem as soon as it's finalized. Have a great day!

Well, my fall semester of my junior year of college is slowly coming to close. It's been a struggle like all the others but I'm actually excited. I can't wait for next semester. First, I have to get through this semester. I've learned a lot in the last 11 weeks. The most important thing I have learned is to never take anyone for granted. You never know what's going to happen. Like I wrote in one of my poems, the future isn't rock solid, instead it's like the rolling sea, never knowing when and where the next wave will hit. But for now, I will cherish every minute with those I love. Just wish I had the time and thoughts and feelings that I once had to write another poem. I don't know when the last time I actually wrote a full one. I have written bits and pieces but nothing has quite clicked. I'm afraid I'm going to lose this gift. Hoping that isn't so. Just wanted to post a little update. Hope everyone's year is coming to a wonderful end. I hope mine does. :)

It's been awhile.....

As the title says, it's been awhile. I have been busy with school. My life is throwing huge curveballs at me making me figure out my life. Between what I want to do for the rest of my life and the growing up & finding a mate thing sure has got my head spinning. It doesn't mean I haven't wanted to stop writing, because I really do. I just don't know where the motivation is to create something. I miss it. It gives me an outlet when I don't want to tell someone how I feel. Like now, I could write so much about the other day when I saw someone, but I have no idea where to start. Hopefully inspiration hits me and I can finally write something. I haven't forgotten about this, I assure you. I'm just super busy. Forgive me for that. Keep checking back for updates and/or a new poem or story. Have a great day!

Friends
Always there for you
Always willing to listen
Always know how to make you smile

Friends
Always reliable
Always honest
Always caring about you

Friends
Might not be there in person
Might not be available
But they're ALWAYS your FRIENDS

That bond doesn't break, no matter the amount of miles put between. Only grows stronger as the memories are made and years go by. Friends leave footprints on the heart, forever and always.

He's My Drug

He charmed his way into my heart
His personality, his looks, even his voice
Had hooked me right away
I really had no choice

He’s like a drug, addictive
A drug that I have to continue taking
Pulling me in, never letting go
It’s a terrible habit that needs breaking

He's no good for me I'm told
I need to be rid of him
But I'm afraid of letting go
Because things might get a little grim

I need to rid myself of the drug, of him
I’m strong enough to let go
To move on and forget him
This in my heart, I know

Just a quick update. Still trying to edit a poem that's been in the works for the last couple of months. I just can't seem to find the words to finish it. Going through the days, seeing what life throws at me. I have to be thankful for my friends though, especially one who loves having someone around as much as me. If I hadn't told him I liked him earlier in the year, I probably would now. BUT, we're just friends & that's just fine with me. He's like my brother now and I feel like I can go to him for anything (well, most everything).

So I guess that's just a quick update. Hoping to have that poem done soon. :)